The Story of a Summer Crush

2009-02-27T23:38:00.000-08:00

Im moving, starting a new blog.
havent started yet, but ohh well,
you guys will sure know about it.
this blog holds too many memories.
so i shall just leave it.
cause all those memories have faded.
its time to move anyway.

Dumb fool.

2009-02-01T06:21:00.000-08:00

its never the right time to say goodbye. gangg 07' and 08'.

yes, so for the past few days i have been meeting up with almost everyone.
hmm, lets start with thursday.
thursday i crashed sard's house, with dan, cause she was sick.
i must say i had a great time watching movies and talking to them.
sard, i really liked our talk, and your spicy fish.
my two brothers, you guys are the best. (:
then thurs night i took the 11pm 109 bus all the way to pasir ris.
met kim, and we had a sleepover.
watched a couple of movies, and talked.
kim, you are one big time snorer cum listener.
i love your house, future sleepovers at your crib babe!
then fri lunch kim and i met arch and jam.
so we had lunch, and watched bride wars. sat next to jam.
Jam dresses and acts super cute. Ily.
and then i had waxing, so i went for it. too bad i didnt see wy.
we were so close, yet so far. wy met arch to buy uniform.
miss you loads weiyinggg, you sweet child!
fri night, my family toasted to me getting into cjc. funny pple.
sat was nth much, just dance at 4.
sun after dance i met bestie for lunch plus shopping at bugis.
super fun, since its arch anywayy.
then we talked for real long. and i liked it.
thanks arch, for being there whenever i needed you.
and siv just MIA-ed the whole way, so oh well, too bad for youu.
siv, you MIA-er, thanks for being a good friendd.
this may be my last post in this blog. gonna movee soon.

those letters, those memories.
you never showed up.

2009-01-21T07:09:00.000-08:00

this picture caught my eye, instantly. for idk what reason.

anywayy, results were okay. im not complaining though.
im glad i got into pl in sec 2, i kinda changed then.
its like the atmosphere in pl and whitley are different.
im hoping to get into Ajc though. ahh well.
ystd ate with sard and dan for lunch. funny people.
danboi and deanboi, my two brotherss.
before that i met my badass karish and siv in macs, arch met us too.
i like tryna be badass, its fun. failure.
today went to pl to help out with cheer and all.
pl is freaking pink, cause of cny. lol.
we're still using dodworth drums! WOOHOO.
ash, me dan and sard made the new mass cheer.
credits to them though, they are really good.
and i like the cheer, cause it has SWAGGER LIKE US.
and i contributedd! woohhoo. im there next wed too!
tmr dan's house. woohhhooo im like seeing dan everydayy.
its fun with her. (: she made it all better.

sometimes, its best to leave things unsaid.

2009-01-15T08:14:00.000-08:00

kevin carter's pulitzer prize photo.

we see ourselves as complete fools,
making silly mistakes in life and brooding over it.
then there is the recession period,
where every thing seems haywire and dull.
for them, there is no mistake to make, no economic downturn.
they live in poverty.
everyday is like living hell, they have to scavenge to find even a grain of rice.
and here we are complaining about the lack of variety of food?
seriously, its time we change our mindset.
we tap our feet impatiently when the computer takes a long time to load
we create a racket if life doesnt go the way we want.
we are spoilt for choice-schools, bags, clothes.
the life we live is a total contrast to what they live in.
its time we see how life works, from the other side of the world.
sadly, human beings like you and I are incapble of doing that.

2009-01-11T06:28:00.000-08:00

Talk about funny.
here we are all freaking out for results.
thats just human nature.
ahh well, who's to say whatt.
so to destress myself, i watched scary movie on youtube.
not smth so great to watch, but its got humour.
so thats pretty much what i need.
anyway its 12 now, and people have actually started counting down.
crapp, im scared too. but who is'nt eh?
talk about results. oh man.

2009-01-04T07:14:00.000-08:00

somehow, they say the second child is out of love.

wrote in my diary yesterday. poured out everything i had to say.
and its a letter to you. you will see it one day though.
its a whole new year, wow. time passes really fine.
saw the fireworks with my people. it was good i must sayy.
bro came back from the army all tanned. woohoo.
listened to some old songs like love hurts and hate that i love you recently.
past year memories flooded in my mind.
and i was sitting on the beach with my sis the other day
the wind rushing from the northeast, made me think of you.
but honestly i have tried my best. not gonna try anymore, i hope.
i have got so many things to say to you, but i cant.
i can't be a fool again, can I?
Oh and one more thing, you're blind alright.

Roshita- happy new yearr! im gonna msg you soon.
Sherie- i know babe! miss you too.
Shangarri- yes just me and you! beachhhh ehh i msg you then! happy schooling.

2008-12-26T07:23:00.000-08:00

Leave the kids alone, let them kiss all they want.

Its easy for kids to tell their loved ones how they feel.
but as they grow, they tend to stick to themselves.
their naive, innocent nature vanishes.
fresh from the oven, out comes a whole new person.
they try to find various ways to express how they feel.
it is'nt direct anymore, like a peck on the cheek.
some become more romantic, others choose to be violent.
a simple hint to the other party is pretty good too.
but the bottom line is,
does the other party get it?

dedicated to you, my favourite friend.

2008-12-21T07:17:00.000-08:00

We monkeys cant wait for christmas can we?
Im pretty pissed, i had to change my blogskin.
i liked the other one better. crap.
anywayy, a few things have happened.
i have been out like 24/7.
tryna make plans on almost everyday so i wouldnt get bored.
played dress-up at dan's house.
gonna watch twilight tmr im guessing.
everything is going pretty crazy. idk whether to decide if im it or not.
if its better here, or the other side. its tearing me apart.
im wondering if i can go on like this, keep holding on.
keep thinking if there is a spark, but there isnt.
keep being a stupid person, but its just not gonna work.
no more am i gonna sit around and wait for anybody.
its too hard, it keeps backfiring.
shouldnt say too much here, its too revealing.
So much for being my favourite drug.

Baby you're my disease.

2008-12-15T00:07:00.000-08:00

Woosh, back from bintan and im super tanned.
I played volleyball almost every day cause the beach was so close to my suite.
and i got a tshirt tan, urghh. note- always wear a tank top for tanning.
few days ago, bro went to NS. seriously, NS looks like a norm camp.
i went to the place and it was nth like i expected.
guys are getting real good these days, so they shouldnt be complaining.
its a pretty good experience though, seeing and tasting everything.
im expecting to see a tanned beefcake at my door on christmas day.
anywayy, met up with the gang on saturday for lunch.
no one was free for dinner so i went to my house for OATS.
sundayy crashed at dan's place to watch russell peters.
then i came home and watched love actually.
its a super nice movie, and i think its M18. LOL.
played badminton with bro and then ran today at 12.
i think im killing my skin, its so dark.
my grandma's gonna complain again, like the netball days.

All I want for christmas is you.

2008-12-05T07:47:00.000-08:00

my all time fav pic on bestie's 16th bday partyy! woohoo.

me and my camwhoring pardner, shangarri! love you babe!

dont ask me what kinda pose this is. im not sure myself, it was long time ago. stupid me.

Not one of my best looking photos, but i still love it. Bestie, me, stickling and pretyy one. PL CARNIVAL, and i was Voldemort with weiying!

Netballers at one of the schools we played with. i miss them.

my mum said im a perfect bf lookalike for my sis in this pic.

Who says only guys can look good in hoodies?

LOOK OUT FOR MOREEE.
CRASHING AT DAN'S PLACE TO WATCH NARNIAA.

2008-12-03T07:09:00.000-08:00

Skaterdude, please come back.
Im so glad i got cancelled for once.
Played badminton with arvind in the morn,
and then he cancelled lunch and dan cancelled crashing at her place
went home for lunch then went marine parade library
Homedd in 135,and i made a new friend!
this time he is even hotter than my previous day friend!
he was clad in some street clothing, beanie plus a skateboard.
I mean how many indian guys can look that way?
ohh and he is ang moh mix, tell me im luckyy.
sat next to me. unexpected.
then he asked me where i got my hoodie(was wearing it).
and he asked me what song i was listenin to, and i told him.
and i just talked to him like we were good friends.
that wasnt hard,since im like a social animal.
he sounded like a perfect gentleman. and i love gentlemanly guys.
im into guys who open doors for you, wait for you to get in and all.
cheesy? ahh oh well. thats what guys are supposed to do anywayy.
and the plus factor is that he is taller than me!
he told me that in america, its pretty normal to just talk randomly in the bus.
then he left. he had to go, damm. sounds like a dream eh?

Im just wondering, what else would the hols bring me?
I have already made 2 new friends, now all i need is a date.
Cause i wanna wear my kimono dress and start the story of my summer date.

2008-12-01T06:41:00.000-08:00

How Would You Like To Fly?
Well, if you ask me, i would love to.
Speaking of flying, i havent been watching heroes.
And Cesc Fabregas looks like Sylar, wow, hotness.
Crap, someone please lend me Heroes Season 3.
And i need a place to crash.
Getting a job today was a fruitless attempt.
but I did make a new friend, arvind.
i dont think i want a job, or maybe after the 12th.
Urgh, i realise i complain alot.
I miss playing netball, and basketball.
I just wanna go to a beach, laze and chill out.
Would you like to come along?

I can see us holding hands, walking on the beach with our toes in the sand.

2008-11-27T06:58:00.000-08:00

Would you engrave my name in the sand?
I am trying to kill time. Time is not my friend for now.
Ystd i went out with the rosythians,
and we did nothing but make a fool out of ourselves.
And not to mention, we practically made our legs suffer.
After dinner, i went with arch to vivo to shop.
Today, i went to ikea for i dont know what.
I learnt that Hay Doe in swedish is goodbye.
Then wanted to bowl in changi but it was expensive.
So decided to head to the beach instead.
The weather was perfect and changi beach is seriously quiet.
Built sandcastles with my siblings.
Such instances do bring out the childlike quality in us.
Though we are teenagers, i still cant comprehend the fact that we do behave like little kids when we fight.
Yes, there was a little tiff today. We just cant help it.
You see, thats just life.

A treehouse and the secret games that we used to play,
they fade as we grow old.

2008-11-23T06:52:00.000-08:00

Senorita, you deserve the crown.
Thats to my sister, who is a super professional photographer.
And to me, who can seriously pose. HAHA.
Im super bored. Im not even working.
I read the papers, and im seriously shocked.
How can people eat 4 patties in 1 burger?
Thats like pigging out, like crazzyyy. Urghh.
Anyway, prom was great. It was fun at the end.
We just crazily danced in our gowns to In The Ayer.
Then me and bestie walked around town in our gowns at like 2 am.
I think bestie looked the bestt. So mature for once. Pretty.
im gonna miss her though, 9 yrs in the same sch.
and then we move on, to different JC's. Thats life.
Dont cry of you read this post, chanaa! still love you.
I think Justin Timberlake is the bomb. Hotness.
And i wanna join some hiphop dance classes just for a mth.

Gentleman, goodnight. Ladies, good morning.

2008-11-21T23:57:00.000-08:00

Aint No Sunshine When She's Gone.
I miss my sweetest drug, my confidante, my everything.
And the house isnt the same without her.
Decided to start a new blog, crush up the old one.
its no use thinking of the past.
No point waiting on sugan either. its just a damm crush.
Decided to exercise so i went running and i swam.
So proud of myself.
Prom night was really fun. I miss it now.
i cant wait for mondayyy, sis is coming back.
Its sad to see everyone going overseas.
And im stuck in singapore, with nothing to anticipate.
Bro is leaving soon for NS, and there goes my loved one for dunno how long.
Im just so close to my siblings, its hard to part with any of them.
im gonna miss everything about him, all those long talks.
I just need to take a long walk, in the rain.